Sunday, April 15, 2007
whew okayyy one more week of crazy cca and tata. haha i canttt wait. i bet my dad cant wait either. he has been my private chauffeur for the past few weeks. haha i feel bad. but anyway haha yes lets go NYNY soon okayyy(ZAYNE n berNICE((:) and zayne dont worry okayy. there's still chance that we can all go to italy together(:

hmm and yknow wad, i feel like i'm some violin soloist that practises her/his violin all the time. like many many hours in a day. like wad the heck. haha i've never ever ever practise my violin so much in my whole entire life seriously. but my lastest record : strings the whole day then after that go home prac violin for violin lesson. nice huh. man. i cant wait for syf to be over. we better get gold with honours man. or else i'll cry. damnit. haha.

okays something funny i saw at friendster.

(mathematically)
prove that girls are evil.

first we state that girls=time x money

we know that time is money,
so girls=money x money
=(money)square

and we also know money is the root of all evil,
so money = square root(evil)

therefore,
girls= (square root(evil))square
= evil

haha okay i think u must write it out to see it better. haha its.. funny:D but no, that doesnt prove that girls are evil. haha. we're nice(:


LOVEE((: Sunday, April 15, 2007

Wednesday, April 11, 2007
okay HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN to me. but the sad thing is, i dont feel 16, i didnt look forward to today, i dont see any point in celebrating my birthday, i didnt feel that today's a significant day. gah i dont know why. maybe i'm just emoing. but okay i guess like wad i've expected, my birthday this year is as nice as the past years. i dont know why but man okay nvm. i really dont know why. ohwells. haha supposed to be having econs now but mr wong gave us a "break". today's gonna be a long day in sch for me again. all the way up to 9. how nice right. i dont even get to celebrate my birthday just cuz i have cca. sigh. ohwells. gah seriously, i think this's my worst birthday ever.

but thanks berNICE CHAR RAE ZAYNE for that yummy choc cookies! its really nice. and sweeet jsut like u all((: THANKYOUUU LOVEE!
haha and thanks to everyone else for those birthday wishes and presents and all. thankyou(:

ZAYNE's currently at friendster trying to figure out whos JEREMY. lol. okay random but anyway. on another random note, i'm looking forward to going to new york new york again, i'm looking forward to go shopping, and i'm looking forward to dinner with my family this fri, sakae on sat(although i have cca the whole morn till evening), and some other places on sun! haha. yum, food here i come. haha. but oh i'm looking forward to june too. a break from sch, plus our june overseas trip! i dont know why but i'm really looking forward to that. besides when that time comes, it means that syf is over, napfa is over, watever nonsense test is over(for the moment), blahblah. i seriously cant wait. OH AND HALF A YEAR'LL BE OVER. how cool. that leaves 2 and a half years more of jc life(: seems quite attractive to me. so june, hurrying come(:

kip through the summer;
swirl through the winter;
dance through autumn;
and twirl through spring;


LOVEE((: Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Saturday, April 07, 2007
haha yay i'm back again. yes finally. i've blogged and updated. ahha. anyway whew review week's over. but here comes string syf. its madness. i'm practically camping over night in sch every single day. sigh. its so darn tiring and i kept ending up going home and throwing tamper/tantrums. which is so horrible of me right. sigh. heres a sorry to my family members. haha. anyway ooh i had a really good lunch at new york new york on thurs after all those stupid papers that we had to sit for. and it was really really really good. damn yummy. i cant wait to go there to eat again. haha. we had like pizza, baked lasagne, and lem's HUHGE burger which was so thick that it hadto be cut into so many pieces in order to eat it. ohoh, not forgeting the MUDPIE too! haha it was really nice(obviously, that was why we went to new york new york in the first place right) ahha. man it was like 100times better than starbucks warm choc cake and nydc's cakes and all. i really really really wanna go back there again. haha new york new york is jsut so addictive. once u've been there u cant stop going there. haha. but yes. i had so much fun eating there with my beloved old table mates. thanks lem for the birthday treat! we must go have lunch still okay, although all of our birthdays are over. heh heh. lets go back to nyny again (haha) or we can go to other exotic places too! haha(: and crap somemore. haha. ohyeah it was really fun crapping and freezing to lem's leeeaamme jokes. haha. AYE U NEIIHH ME I NEEIIHH YOU BACK UH! haha. anyway after that i went to vivo with zayne and char.. shoppped a while.. tried clothes from zara and all. bought a skirt, then after that guess wad. me and char went all the way back to ms to try my black dress from zara but in the end i didnt buy it cuz there was something wrong with the cutting. wth. waste time only. haha okay aside from that, i'm so looking forward to shop somemore. haha and going to nyny again. haha but i feel like eating gelare and nydc and sushis too! ohman. haha. its okay. i shall visit all these places soon(: heh heh. anyway hmm 4 more days and i'll turn 16. my sweet 16. i remember being in primary school and trying to figure how'll it be like, turning 16. well till now i dont see any difference being 16. i thought sweet 16 was a huge thing, something glam and all but okay i think my sweet 16th wont be that great after all. not really looking forward to it.. think it's gonna be worst than my other birthdays. i guess i have to admit that i'm kinda disappointed. ohwells. okay i think i've typed a whole chuck. and if u've managed to read till here, haha thankyou for even spending the time and effort to read(: haha and heres a HI TO EVERYONE WHO TAGGED! (: and yes, i've updated, haha is the sky dropping? i think so.. haha.

MUCH LOVEE EVERYONE(:


LOVEE((: Saturday, April 07, 2007

Sunday, March 04, 2007
hmm okay i've decided to blog. whew finally i'm almost done doing my chem speech. sigh. it sucks having to do most of it ALONE. but ohwells. at least it's ALMOST completed. but i bet there'll be changes that have to be made again. sigh. havent studied for physics but whatever. shall study like on wed or something. must go practise violin again after this. my poor neighbours really. all sorta instrument sounds at anytime of the day. sorry neighbours! heh. anyway okay i'm so dreading tmr. firstly, its ONLY half day. secondly, there's definitely sl, i mean come on, they wont postpone it to tues will they. thirdly, there's string practise. har har so funny. its meant to be a half day man. sigh. and i'm so tired. sat had to wake up damn early just to get to sch by 7. its madness. in the end i ended up walking around ushering. but there were so little pple to usher. oh we even had to mop the canteen floors at 8 plus in the morn. mygoodness. i think i did it half asleep.

anyway okay its really sad to know that sometimes you cant rely on ur friends cuz most of them wont be there all the time. but its even sadder when u think that person'll be there for u but he/she ends up being so caught up in her own world. but okay nvm.. this aside, heres a big thankyou to my sis for being there for me on sat. [i'm stupid, i know] but thanks sis! haha.

sigh sch's starting to feel like a drag. i wish i could stay home all day and do watever i want. i really envy those who've just gotten back their As results. i mean they're almost like reaching the end of their education period. no more stress and all that. so cool. sigh. 3 more yrs! or rather, less than 3. although it's quite scary, but i cant wait.

hmm. this months march.. next months april. my birthday. but somehow i dont really look forward to it. its like supposed to be my sweet 16th this year and i've always thought maybe i'll get a wonderful birthday celebration when i turn 16. i mean, usually sweet 16th's quite a big thing then have party with everyone in pretty dresses and all. but seems like i'm not gonna get that sorta party this year. sigh. yes i'm disappointed but ohwells.


LOVEE((: Sunday, March 04, 2007

overwhelmed.
40 kinds of sadness maybe?

Nobody told me we'd only get one chance
I didn't know that our tide would turn so fast
Why we have to say goodbye I don't understand

There you go, there you go,
now you're gone, now you're gone,
to somewhere i cant take you back.

There you go, there you go,
now you're gone, now you're gone,
to somewhere, you're not coming back/


LOVEE((: Sunday, March 04, 2007

Thursday, March 01, 2007
okay hi i'm back! haha. yes and finally i'm updating. well its been really... crazy the past few weeks and all. i'm practically camping over at school. staying there until so late every night. its madness.

heres a hi to everyone who've visited although i havent been updating. heh heh i'm so sorry. and rachel, yes i like them too. haha i just saw chicken being massaged just now. ha. tell me how cools that.

hmm sigh i'm feeling quite - over something. maybe i'm being paraniod but somehow, just somehow, i feel that you did it on purpose. u missed my call on purpose. sigh i dont know. maybe it isnt true but i'll never know will i. if u can do that to other people, i cant see why u wont do it for another time.. i dont know. sigh.

i'm getting a little touchy these days maybe. maybe cuz of the work overload. ohwells. and i cant stop thinking thinking thinking. sigh and im apprehensive about tomorrow. i hope it wont be a screwed day. first i have individual with conductor.. i might even -. then i have ct til real late. sigh. no dinner at home again. somehow, i miss being at home or rather, being with my family. suddenly at the end of last year i figured they mean so much to me and that i havent been spending enough time with them. maybe its time to really spend much more time with them. i figured they were the only ones other than god who'll always be there for me, and they're the ones who REALLY CARE for me. and i mean really care. i really thank god for them, although they can get so irritating at times. but still, i love them anyway.

sigh. i wish i may i wish i might, i hope i'll get to take a break soon(: haha. from school work. i have so much things to complete. and i hope i'll get to go to Italy! mygosh. i really really really wanna go there this june! and i hope this dec i'll be able to spend time in New Zealand with both string and my family. hope theres a domestic flight or something. ohwells. hookay i shall stop here. another time(:

call it sixth sense watever, sitting at the wooden tables, i knew you will come today. i just knew it. somehow.


LOVEE((: Thursday, March 01, 2007

Tuesday, January 23, 2007
sighh okay i should really stop emoing yes? i'll tryyy. thankyouu((:

rachel : hey darling LOVEE
nick : haha bernice's running! i might run for something else(:
thai yong : aye i cycle fast okay. ask collin! haha.
cedric : you ARE emo(: ! should be your trademarkk.
cephas : haha u and "look nicer in sports cca!" hmm dont think i'm staying? SIGH.
star : oh yes i totally agree. cedric's emo. haha.

okayy tmrs string audition. someone tell me why m i doing this. seriously. ohman. i guess i really wanna go new zealand on christmas with them to perform? i mean, how cool's that? but man i'm very nervous. i hope i dont screw it up. ohwells. hope i dont screw that chi proj up eitheerrr:S i cant freaking speak chi! haha so uhm if i speak funny during the presentation, please dont mind me! heh.


LOVEE((: Tuesday, January 23, 2007

sighh okay i should really stop emoing yes? i'll tryyy. thankyouu((:

rachel : hey darling LOVEE
nick : haha bernice's running! i might run for something else(:
thai yong : aye i cycle fast okay. ask collin! haha.
cedric : you ARE emo(: ! should be your trademarkk.
cephas : haha u and "look nicer in sports cca!" hmm dont think i'm staying? SIGH.
star : oh yes i totally agree. cedric's emo. haha.

okayy tmrs string audition. someone tell me why m i doing this. seriously. ohman. i guess i really wanna go new zealand on christmas with them to perform? i mean, how cool's that? but man i'm very nervous. i hope i dont screw it up. ohwells. hope i dont screw that chi proj up eitheerrr:S i cant freaking speak chi! haha so uhm if i speak funny during the presentation, please dont mind me! heh.


LOVEE((: Tuesday, January 23, 2007

sighh okay i should really stop emoing yes? i'll tryyy. thankyouu((:

rachel : hey darling LOVEE
nick : haha bernice's running! i might run for something else(:
thai yong : aye i cycle fast okay. ask collin! haha.
cedric : you ARE emo(: ! should be your trademarkk.
cephas : haha u and "look nicer in sports cca!" hmm dont think i'm staying? SIGH.
star : oh yes i totally agree. cedric's emo. haha.

okayy tmrs string audition. someone tell me why m i doing this. seriously. ohman. i guess i really wanna go new zealand on christmas with them to perform? i mean, how cool's that? but man i'm very nervous. i hope i dont screw it up. ohwells. hope i dont screw that chi proj up eitheerrr:S i cant freaking speak chi! haha so uhm if i speak funny during the presentation, please dont mind me! heh.


LOVEE((: Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Wednesday, January 17, 2007
sigh okay i dont know why i'm blogging but i'm just feeling so - now. everyone's having a prob of their own and i'm no better off. what a wonderful way to start 2007 dont you think. wad the heck. gah i dont know. i just feel so drained. sigh. i feel horrible. besides, i'm officially cca-less. havent been going for softball trainings. the next time the coach sees me i'll be dead man. sigh. i'm like quite stressed over this stupid cca thing. dont know what cca to join. gahh at one hand i want sports at the other hand i dont think i can cope with the number of trainings, taking into considerations my other commitments. this is so dumb.

ahh i'm so frustrated! over everything! and i still have my ss essay to write. i dont freaking understand that painting and its due this fri. wad the heck. sighh and oh we all changed our sitting arrangements today. gah i miss lem's lameness and char's wols-ness. seriously. they are what that kept me awake during all the lessons. ohman. one yr of sitting beside both of them okay. now i'm feeling so gah. haha then that mr goh's so funny.. "ruth are u okay? are u crying?" haha but hey, not bad. he's quite observant. i wasnt exactly crying but tearing maybe. i miss my tablemates! haha its just sad but okay now time to change tablemates. i shall have fun with them too.

sighh and i'm so .. dissappointed in you. why cant u just message me or something. wad the heck. wads wrong with you seriously. (but here m i asking myself why bother so much? the answer is: i dont know.) sigh. this is so dumb.

if i could only let u know, i'd give up everything i own, for just one more day with you, theres nth i wouldnt do.


LOVEE((: Wednesday, January 17, 2007